tough night.

[swingchickie]

the b.f. and i had a long (2 hour) talk last night. things aren't going well with the whole living together thing. we love each other so much, and we want this to work, but we're at such a loss. the problem is, even though we love each other and are very good to one another, we are fundamentally very different people. and living together is bringing that closer to home for us. we've been compromising to make things work... but where is the line between "compromise" and "lose yourself"?

got only 4 hours of sleep. today's going to be brutal.

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[weezerthe1.livejournal.com]

and i'm scared of making the wrong one

ain't that the truth *sigh*

well i now have my standards set so high that i will never achieve them
especially considering the baggage i carry. and no, i don't consider my kids baggage per se but i do realize that most men would, so that lowers my chances of finding what i need and deserve.
read my post today about the book i am reading. that's the kinda man i want.
*sigh* i am a tired, hormonal and feeling sorry for myself girl today :-(