*sigh*

[swingchickie]

very hard to concentrate on my studying today. things are not going well with the b.f., and it makes me so sad. there's so much distance between us now... he's having issues with things that have been present in our relationship for 2 years... but all of a sudden, now that we're living together, he's getting himself all worked up over them. the problem is, he admitted that i'm not really doing anything wrong. which means that i basically have to hang on for the ride and hope he resolves this stuff within himself. i'm hoping he'll get some counseling and figure out what's going on... otherwise, we're doomed.

i want to cry, but for some reason i can't. i just want this hard ball out of my stomach.

good news of the day: i'm down another pound. woo.