monday morning blahs
Nov. 3rd, 2008 07:33 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
swingchickiewoke up with a cold this morning. meh. i guess kissing your sick boyfriend and then spending the day out in the freezing cold isn't the best idea. let's see if i can get through the day if i pump myself full of advil cold & sinus...
had another dream about monkey last night, probably the most vivid one i've had yet. i was in graduate school but was also still working in my current job, and she showed up while i was in class one day and i scooped her up and started bawling because she was alive again. throughout the rest of the dream (and it was a long one), i was taking her around to my professors and my boss, cradled in my arms like a baby (which is how she always loved to be held)... sobbing with joy, saying to everyone "see???? she's back! she's back! i thought she was dead, i mean, i had her cremated!!! but she's alive!!!" ugh. i hate waking up from those dreams, i'm so upset now. grief sucks.
also a bit bummed because i weighed in for WW this morning and the scale is the same as last week. yesterday i was down almost another 2 pounds, but then jack and i had indian food for dinner and i think the salt is making me retain water. we'll see, i'll just look forward to next week.
had another dream about monkey last night, probably the most vivid one i've had yet. i was in graduate school but was also still working in my current job, and she showed up while i was in class one day and i scooped her up and started bawling because she was alive again. throughout the rest of the dream (and it was a long one), i was taking her around to my professors and my boss, cradled in my arms like a baby (which is how she always loved to be held)... sobbing with joy, saying to everyone "see???? she's back! she's back! i thought she was dead, i mean, i had her cremated!!! but she's alive!!!" ugh. i hate waking up from those dreams, i'm so upset now. grief sucks.
also a bit bummed because i weighed in for WW this morning and the scale is the same as last week. yesterday i was down almost another 2 pounds, but then jack and i had indian food for dinner and i think the salt is making me retain water. we'll see, i'll just look forward to next week.
