am i turning into a man?
Jul. 11th, 2004 08:28 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
swingchickiewhy won't my sex drive calm down? i've never been this obsessed before... i go to sleep fantasizing, and i wake up fantasizing. a good chunk of my waking hours is spent turned on. good lord, it's unnerving. is this what it feels ike to be a guy? did someone re-wire me when i wasn't looking?
well, if i'm not a guy, then i've definitely turned into a 14-year-old girl. seriously. the flirting thing went horribly wrong again yesterday, i think i need to take some classes in it. i was at a barbecue with a bunch of people i know from dancing, and who showed up but the adorable doctor i mentioned in a post a couple of months ago. at one point, he came over to me and asked how everything was, and i believe my response was something like, "duh... duh... duh... duh..." (<--- spoken at 500 miles an hour, to boot.) i babbled for what seemed like an eternity, and then practically ran out of the room. i suck.
a number of people already knew that J and i had broken up, which i found interesting. i was catching up with some people, and i mentioned that i was single again, and they were like, "yeah, i heard!" a little unnerving that the news has made the rounds already, when i've only told a few people... but it's kind of cool as well. it may sound bizarre, but i actually get a kick out of people talking about me, good or bad... it means that someone actually finds me interesting enough to discuss. *grin*
well, if i'm not a guy, then i've definitely turned into a 14-year-old girl. seriously. the flirting thing went horribly wrong again yesterday, i think i need to take some classes in it. i was at a barbecue with a bunch of people i know from dancing, and who showed up but the adorable doctor i mentioned in a post a couple of months ago. at one point, he came over to me and asked how everything was, and i believe my response was something like, "duh... duh... duh... duh..." (<--- spoken at 500 miles an hour, to boot.) i babbled for what seemed like an eternity, and then practically ran out of the room. i suck.
a number of people already knew that J and i had broken up, which i found interesting. i was catching up with some people, and i mentioned that i was single again, and they were like, "yeah, i heard!" a little unnerving that the news has made the rounds already, when i've only told a few people... but it's kind of cool as well. it may sound bizarre, but i actually get a kick out of people talking about me, good or bad... it means that someone actually finds me interesting enough to discuss. *grin*
