had a long dream about monkey last night.

[swingchickie]

god, she looked so good. healthy, happy, purring up a storm. in the dream, i took a bunch of snapshots of her to prove to people that she was actually alive. of course, she's not. and now i am starting my day so completely weepy that she's not here... damn it.

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HUGS!

[katehaney.livejournal.com]

Those are from me and Teddy, who says "kittykittykitty?" in sympathy.

The loss never completely goes away, but it will get better, honest.

Re: HUGS!

[swingchickie.livejournal.com]

aw, thanks to both of you. i hope it gets better... it hits me in huge waves, and it's almost unbearable when it happens. ugh.