somehow, i have managed to not devour a gallon of ice cream today. i'm quite proud of myself, that's my major comfort food in times of stress. and considering that i've had 2 customers die in the last week, and monkey is going to need to be hospitalized, and things ended with D... i think i should be having a threesome with ben and jerry.
one of my co-workers was an absolute doll today, when i told her what went down last night she took me out for a cup of coffee. ("out" meaning down the hall to the hospital cafeteria *chuckle*.) i vented a bit, wiped away a few tears, and we talked a lot about all the changes happening at work. it was just what i needed. although i did learn something that annoyed me... one of my co-workers talked about me behind my back yesterday, questioning something that i did. i wanted to send a card to the family of the physician that was in the hit-and-run the other day, from my whole group... i didn't need money from anyone or anything, i just sent a message to the team saying that i was sending a condolence card from all of us. so yesterday, this teammate supposedly called another one and was like, "*sigh*, so we REALLY need to send a card? why is she doing this?" i'm horrified. i hope she never has a tragedy in her life, where everyone thinks that exact thought... she will feel very lonely grieving by herself. argh.
i'm looking forward to my first WW weigh-in tomorrow. i've been a good girl (i even managed to resist veggie lo mein at lunch today, that was HARD), so i'm guessing i'm down a pound or two. just have to keep saying... "no ben & jerry's... no ben & jerry's..."
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