gah.

this morning's workout sucked. so far when i go to the gym, it might be hard to drag myself there sometimes but once i'm there i get into the workout and feel great when i leave. today i dragged myself there and wanted to leave every second. i managed to do 1/2 hour on the elliptical, but i had to talk myself into staying on it the whole time: "10 minutes down, you're 1/3 of the way through... halfway through... only 7 minutes left... 6 minutes..." when i was finished, i was sore and tired and pissy.

i need to look into their group exercise classes after work, to break things up... i can't be struggling to stay motivated this early in.