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the worst anniversary
Oct. 11th, 2007 06:41 amtoday is 2 years to the day that i had to let monkey go.
not a day goes by that i don't think of her, still. i wonder if she'd have liked the house, where her favorite spots would be... just last night i bought angus a new toy, and in a fleeting thought wondered if she would have played with it (she was picky about her toys).
i STILL can't watch the hours of video i shot of her after she got diagnosed... it's just too, too painful. i just can't open the wound that wide.
*sigh*. i miss you, baby girl.
not a day goes by that i don't think of her, still. i wonder if she'd have liked the house, where her favorite spots would be... just last night i bought angus a new toy, and in a fleeting thought wondered if she would have played with it (she was picky about her toys).
i STILL can't watch the hours of video i shot of her after she got diagnosed... it's just too, too painful. i just can't open the wound that wide.
*sigh*. i miss you, baby girl.
