somewhere inside this size 10 body...

...is a sexy bitch screaming to get out. lol actually, i guess i do hold my own in the "sexy bitch" department, but going dancing so much lately has made me very conscious of my figure. i swear to god, these west coast swing girls are all a size 2 (seriously)... and i'll get all dolled up, think i look great, then i get to the dance and realize i look bloated compared to all these teeny chicks.

if anything, it's renewed my desire to stick to weight watchers. i get weighed tomorrow, i'm really hoping i'm down a pound or two. it's taken me a full month to lose the 3 pounds i gained from my memorial week pig-out, and i don't ever want to struggle like that again!

my goal: down at least 25 pounds by the first week of september (so that's 16 more pounds in like 10 weeks). there's a big dance weekend then, and i'd like to look better and have more energy so i can dance up a storm!

flirty boy and i exchanged e-mail addresses last night when we were out dancing. hm.

it's now official.

the b.f. and i just broke up, after 2 and 1/2 years together. he might move out as soon as this weekend.

it's wierd... on the one hand i am so incredibly sad... on the other, i feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders.

to be continued.